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Sunday, May 14, 2006

I don't understand why is this happening all the time.
I have no idea how long i can still hold on to.

Living under threats and fears. Wtf is a home? I can never find a definition for mine. My hourglass is almost empty. My tolerance is running out.

I paint my perfect future of me and my mum living together. I've never included him in it before. I reckon he should leave us by then, and that will be the moment I rejoice.



Maybe I should be glad. He trained my tolerance since I was young. He taught me the crudest things to say. He showed me how to abuse someone physically and mentally. He demostrated how to drive someone out of their minds.



This is a part of me that can never be torn away, but I'll gladly pay my life to.

I'm not ashamed anymore.

"Faaaaaahed" @ 8:30 PM

 












 

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| huilin |
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| jenny |
| sandy |
| qixiang |
| alan |
| gracee |
| zhenyin |

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| chris |
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| shermian |
| yawen |
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| hendy |
| ken |

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| Audrey |
| Suet Li |
| Karen |
| Cruz |
| Kenny Sia |
| Mr Brown|
| Wanyi |
| Xiaxue |
| Ang Ku Kueh |
| Sibei Sian |
| Adrenaline |


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